Only a few men express their interest in me. Sometimes I’m considered as the last option which is probably why I still go back to you.
Although I told everyone I’ve moved on I still miss you every day, especially on rainy days. You are embedded in my memory whenever it rains, whether it was a light shower rain or heavy rainstorm. It is you that it reminds me of, regardless if it was an ordinary day or a special occasion where we went together I still miss you. I missed the way you look at me at moments when you stared at me endlessly as if you wouldn’t even want to miss a second of a moment. They tried to outdo you and show their strength on your weaknesses but still, my heart longs for you for I know it only had pure intentions, they will never be the same as you no matter how much they try to mimic you for I only want you and they can never be you.
In this room we shared with these people that was filled with laughs and joy now feels empty and shallow, everyone seemed contented and happy but not for me even I don’t know why probably because it was you who made it feel complete and I know I should be looking at the better picture but I still can’t help but try to picture you in it. How would this have been if you were only here? What could have happened if you stayed longer?
